kayy , aku nak tanya hampa . penah dak hampa rasa hampa alone gyla ? I mean , rasa dipinggirkan ? and yess , aku rasa macam tuhh . :( whyyy ? and sometimes aku rasa macam aku nak lari ja dari dunia realiti aku . and sometime I wish I could create my own world so I don't need to be here . sapa hat kenai aku , mesty cakap aku byk kawan . sebab aku hingaq , aku gila , aku suka gelak and lalala . tapi , nak tau something dakk ?
ada seorang perempuan ney tanya aku "WEYY , SAPA BESTFREN HANG ?"
and aku terkedu tquih . then pala otak aku hat karat lapan lapis ney pun mula bekerja . sapa bestfriend aku wey ? fasya ? ety ? tyah ? SIAPA ? then I got the answer . NO ONE :) yes babe . aku takdak BFF . semua yang rapad dengan aku , they just friends .
can I create my own friend ? someone who always being by myside . listen to all my trouble . could hug me when I need her . someone that can hear my stupid jokes . someone that could tell me that I'm doing great even I failed . someone that can understand me whatever mood I am . can I get someone like that ?
and somehow , I try to make jokes just for myself to cover my sadness . aku takmau berharap pada orang lain dah , sebab aku tau . one day nanty , they will leave me . A.L.O.N.E . get it ?
