Monday, January 28, 2013

I'M SORRY . FORGIVE ME ?

Dear Mohd Danish Loqman b Farizul Apif , hmm sayang , I'm sorry . I am soooo sorry . I know I shouldn't said all those terrible thing no matter how mad I am but urghhh , I did it . Yeah ! I did it ! I hurt you . Again and again and again . I guess Imma little bit overthinking . Yeah you know , jealousy . After we fought , I read back those texts , our promises , to always be together no matter what happen . remember ? Those future plans , we'll raise our children and give them happiness and yeah , I cried . I'm a fool ay ? I love you but keep on hurting you and that will keeps you away from me . Like seriously , I don'y know what the hell I am thinking . I DON'T KNOW ! Then , you avoiding me . Ignores my text . Then I realised that I couldn't let you go . I CAN'T . I just can't . I ask my friend what should I do and yeah , they're on your side . I'm the one who did wrong here . They ask me to open my heart and think . How deep Iloveyou ? I think and think and think but then I got the answer . No matter what I'll do , it just you that I kept thinking about . I asked myself that IF there's no other way for us to be together , will I be fine ? And that questions make my heart beats fast . I CAN'T . I am so sorry sayang . Seriously , I admit it . It was my fault . I accused you with thing you didn't do . I said those terrible thing without thinking rationally that it will hurt you . I'm soo sorry . I swear , Iloveyou . I can't lose you and I don't want to . I'll learn to stick to my promises . I promise to be such a good girl , I PROMISE ! you have my word . Will you forgive me ? I'm sorry . Iloveyou . I really do :') you got me . I'm yours . Iloveyou Danish Loqman . Forever .
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